I am 30 years old and I am quite a modern woman without complexes. Although one fad I have yet available. Despite the fact that my husband and I allow myself to bed almost everything, but oral sex have been banned. All because of an incident that occurred to me as a student.

I can assume that the young woman is experiencing a neurological condition that develops against the backdrop of the resulting psychological trauma. This can be a bad experience of oral sex with a man, rudeness, admitted partner. On a subconscious level, the girl developed a fear of this kind of relationship. In most cases, getting rid of this type of neurosis makes a course of psychotherapeutic rehabilitation.
Denis Vatyutin psychologist.

At the end of the second degree, we went with classmates in the three-day hike in the mountains. I do not know how, but we turned a strange young man, apparently, someone’s friend or relative. His name Marabou. Perhaps some east name, since it was in solar Almaty, where I studied at the Institute of National Economy. Once, late at night, when all the boys and girls dispersed to their tents, I was sitting at the fading fire, to sleep for some reason did not want to.
I do not see how this guy is quietly crept up to me. “Come, I’ll show something”, – he said quietly. Not sensing any trick, I went after him. Foolishness, of course, on my part, but it happens. But we moved away from the location of our camp as Marabou started brazenly molest me. In my indignation man laughed: “Why you walking? I thought that you, too, want to! “I rushed to escape, but he caught me and threw to the ground, covered with green grass carpet.

Pulled off my jeans he failed, then he suddenly pulled up my shirt and sat on top of me and began to knead my breasts passionately. I tried to scream, but the man threatened to tell everyone that I myself lured him to this mountain meadow. What could I do? Gritting his teeth, I endured his rough caresses. Finally, he pulled out of his pants his erection and put it between my naked breasts. With both hands he clutched his chest tightly, thus making quick movements. His penis slid between her breasts, and I hoped that he was about to finish, and this nightmare will end.

At some point I felt that I even like it, and I began to cheer the guy: “Come on, come quickly! You’re so cool, you will do it! “My chest and stomach were smeared with his semen, but to finish the guy failed. He got off me and sat down on the grass. I’m a little dizzy after such events, but it was not all. Marabou stood up and abruptly pulled my head to his penis.
“Well, take just silly! – He whispered, – see how he is waiting for. ”
The guy became swollen poke your dick in my mouth. I never in my life had not dealt with and had no idea what to do. I was disgusted and I started trying to dodge the guy to push dick in my mouth.
“Well, at least kiss him,” – plaintively moaned Marabou.
“No!” – I shook her head. Then the guy fingers squeezed my cheeks and violently pushed to the throat member.
“Keep your teeth away,” – he croaked.

I choked, coughed, but Marabou, not giving me time to recover, firmly holding my head with both hands. He stood firmly on his feet and slid member in my mouth. Movement of the young man became faster, he moaned, cried softly and suddenly froze. My mouth was filled with brackish liquid. In order not to choke, I had to make a few sips. When Marabou pulled his limp dick out of my mouth, I was terribly sick and started vomiting …

Deep throating, as a kind of oral sex, often causes a gag reflex. Nothing unusual here. Getting rid of this trouble is achieved by regular “training.” In this situation, one can speak of a psychological blockage, which is required for the removal of psychotherapeutic help. The case described here, though, and has not led to full sexual intercourse, but in fact is a typical rape, which had a negative impact on the emotional state of women.
Olga Boyartseva therapist.

Married I married a virgin, fortunately Marabou appeared noble young men and did not tell anyone anything. Yes, and I have these stupid acts are no longer committed. But you now understand why deep blowjob does not cause me any delight?

Share your husband if I did not dare, let him think that he has got a very decent girl.